This blog seems almost abandoned now.

I have no idea why I have not deleted this blog yet, since I hardly ever visit my blog nowadays. Well, I guess it is because keeping a blog can be useful at times, for example, in a time like this.

I'm feeling perturbed and anxious about my studies nowadays, my lack of motivation to perservere more like. Apparently, everything else around me is more appealing to me than my books.

Well, I guess this cannot go on. Must do sth about it because it is too late. And since it is the June hols, time for me to shut myself in my room and really focus on what I should be focusing on.

Here are some goals I set for myself during this holiday:
1. Spend 9 hours of study on Mon-Thurs, 8 hours on Fri, 6 hours on Sat and 3 hours on Sun
2. Finish ALL revision package (tropical) for all subjects
3. During breaks, must find new info for GP
4. CONCENTRATE! Don't do other things during study time.

不知道自己是怎么了

As usual, this is holidays without holidays.

With YVIP volunteer attachment at Cheshire and rehearsals for harmonica concert at Esplanade, I don't seem to have any time for the mountain pile of homework now laying beside me.

So this is my homework list which I have accomplished:
1. Econs workbook
2. Maths vector
3. Maths TJ promos
4. Bio ACJC paper (structured)
5. Chem holiday homework
6. Bio Isolating and Sequencing tutorial

And here's the disastrous stack which I have yet to complete
1. GP homework (which is really freakingly scary)
2. Maths ACJC Promos
3. Maths all other promos except TJ (faint)
4. Bio ACJC essay qns
5. BIO RI papers
6. Chem alkenes and arenes tutorial
7. Study for Chem test

God, please help................
YVIP attachment at Cheshire is pretty awesome! Shall tell ya abt it when I have done.
Back to my pitiful stack of work now

For some reasons, I can't sleep today, despite having lessons tmr and a running nose.
Am I having insomnia?

It has been some time since I last updated. And now, a year is going to pass away as ever.

This year has been a really complicated and frustrating year ever, especially for my emotions. Within the first year of JC, I've experienced joy and sorrow, happiness and pain like never before. And along the way, I've learnt a few lessons.

Now, the only thing I hope is for lectures to end quickly, so that I can have a one-month break to straighten out my thoughts and begin a new journey.

May the Lord help me in my journey ahead.

我发现我是个很奇怪的人。

明明想要拿到好成绩，却一有时间就想着要玩。
明明很爱睡觉，却总是不经意地熬夜
明明很悲伤，却总是灿烂的笑。
明明很开心，却总爱给人脸色看
明明很喜欢，却假装冷静
明明什么都知道，却假装浑然不知
明明很在意，却装作什么都不晓得
明明想说话，但总是开不了口

我真是个怪人
什么办？？？？？